Supperclubbed last night.
It was free flow for ladies till 12.
And 5 free drinks for guys.
5! Damn wu hua.
Somemore 1 ticket can be changed for tequila shot. WOOT.
Nice music.
Nice party.
All night long.
With u. =)

Kboxing to the new year!! Cant wait!


didntknowpartycouldbesofunwithu.

Stupid freak accident.
Mis-kicked while swimming and cut my toe by the tiles.
Non-stop profuse bleedin' for 1hour+ despite pressure to the wound.

"No choice, gonna send u to hospital. Inform your parents."
FCUK. That serious?
Next moment, im in an ambulance for the first time in my life.
Kinda cool to see all the cars makin way for once.
"Hey broken toe in here! Make way! Get lost!!"
wahahahahas. fun shit.

Alrights. first time in a wheelchair. SOoo damn helpless.
Parents and bro came. But i chased them away, as still gotta wait for 2 hours.
Sigh. Made myself worse.
When my name is called out, still gotta wait for the nurse to come push me in. damn.
Doc saw me, x-ray followed.
Conclusion, STITCH. FCUK.
"Sssttttich? No other way?"
"Hmmm. Wound is quite deep, and it also recovers faster that way."
Do i have a choice?

Next minute, he pushed me into an operating theatre.
Gosh. How alone i felt for once in my life. No one to turn to. No one to talk to.
Injections came, and the sewing starts.
I dare not see. seriously. I didnt even count how many stitches I had. Crazy shit.

2 days mc! sigh. so short.

PAY DAY!! Longggggg awaited. =D



L.o.v.e is,
I see her everyday in a week...
And I still feel I havent seen her enough! =)


Sorrybabeformakinucry.

i don't know what to update for my blog.
shit.

Friday was good.
Saturday was great.
Sunday was fantastic
Today is AWESOME! =)
What a weekend...........


withyoubaby. =)

youknowiknoweverybodydontknow.

What a crazy month this is.

Umpteen birthday parties. You know who u culprits are, Nov babies!! haha.
Once again. Huiqi. Cherwei. Huiwen. Mad. Mel. Junyi. Pris. Happy happy twentyfirst!

Like literally, TOTALLY overspent this month.
Just had a long 1 week break from camp.
Turns out to be not such a great idea after all.
Had some sort of a cultural shock when i got back.
So damnnnnnn boring. Sucky feeling.
Need to find the drive to get things done!

Maybe SOMEONE will provide it? =)

Imallaboutu.

=)

it's been days.
no.
weeks.
no.
months.
no.
years.

Since...................................................

honeyz - Finally found.

Ooh ooh ooh

I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I know how it feels to be in love
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to hear these lines
'Cos there's something I want to say

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only God knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity
I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it can't be wrong
It's with you that I belong

I finally found what I've been looking for (finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there ( you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you (you)

(This time) this time
I'm gonna make sure it turns out right
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
(This love)
This love feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise
'Cos I'm in love with you

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
To think that you were always there (you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(Wipe away my tears)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(It's always been you)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold (oh) me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (don't you know?)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears (oh baby)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always been you, yeah yeah)

I finally found what I've been looking for (I finally found it)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
(Yeah, I finally found it)
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you oh)
To think that you were always there (what I been looking for)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
(What I been looking for)
Now it's clear that it's always been you
(Always always)


emo.

gosh. havent blogged in ages. sorry guys!!
been soooo damn busy this past 1 month, since my bday party.
bday parties, parties and MORE parties. Just so many!! hahas.
And guess wad, its not over yet! not till the year is over. sigh. i really neeed a breather.

Btw i still cant get over my party man. it rocks too much. Yet another night of happiness and tears.
Touched and ecstatic at the same time. Greetings from the other side of the world!! Simply awesome.
I feel like i have the greatest frens. Willing to put in so much just to help make my party a memorable one. Makin the vid, getting frens from Europe to record their greetings on video, and not mentioning that they ACTUALLY DID.
Its just so OMG. Im so so so so touched.

Sometimes i think to myself, what did i do to deserve all these? All these acts. Am I that such a nice guy? or so special?
Arent i just another guy next door?
Arent i just A Scott/Jiun Yuen?
hahaha. i dunno. Guess only u guys know. I just love and treasure my frens soooo much. Dunno whr will i be without them, or how my life would be like.

Thank u Rikki/Shachin. Thank u Subi. U guys rocked too much, putting in so much effort.
Thank u Peh and the rest of the Judokas. Helpin me out with the decos and plannin.
Thank u David, Patrick, Natalia, Ralphael for the videos frm France and Germany. It just brings back so much memories we had tgt. In Mosbach and Singapore.
Thank u Nejc, Anna and Beatrice for making the vid as well. Although i hadnt got a chance to see it yet due to some technical probs, but i hope i can get to see it soon! Thank u so much for the effort.
Thank u Mad and HW for helping out with the guestbook and ideas. haha! U gals were so helpful even though i was so last min in asking for help.

Thank u EVERYONE for coming. Making the night happen. Makin my 21st the most memorable birthday ever.

PEICHUN.
jy and jh i bet u wont forget the 2 pics we took tgt! haha. specially in the vid for u guys! vanezza, coolest haircut =)

SEMBAWANG.
4e2+kenny, u do know u guys rock right. coolest bday gift ever. A 4e2 autographed guitar. Woohoo.
Da Family, haha. only pity is that cherwei, hw and wh didnt make it. So disappointed. Jia hao yue not yuan. sigh sigh. =( Nevertheless, So glad most came!

NYP.
FS/BF0501, NCG!! haha. sorry matt and wk for the smart casual thing. but i really didnt mind. Dick, your album really rocks and the red packet is the BEST!!! Mic, for comin even though yours was the next day. Such a pity we werent able to do it tgt. Would be lotsa fun! LOL! so sad xp, jf and the rest of the flowers didnt come..but still..hope u guys had fun yea!!
Random/Soccer/AF, thanks for the after party at rebel and stayin allll the way. Clubbin buddies. hehe.

ARMY.
PTI, troublemakers unite! haha. buddy kirby, gotta say your page in the guestbook one of the nicest page man. nice design! shaun, sry for not mentioning U are the spiderman. hehe. i missed that one out.
NDU, the most feared gang in the whole unit. PTIs, who can kill by not givin that single second, or that 1cm. MPs, who can book u for any single thing and u can do no shit abt it. LIFEGUARDs, hmmm. Just by not savin yur life. HEHE. Now tell me. Isnt this gang the most feared in the unit? Guess what? we are 1 BIG HAPPY FAMILY. So...try not to step on our tails yea? wahahaha!!

LIQUIDS.
Sooooo sorry for missin u guys out for the phototaking session. so damn guilty! k la. Actually the real reason is bcoz u guys made me eat a freakin GRASSHOPPER. Of coz i gotta take revenge. HAHA. Cant wait to get back there and work with u guys again! Serious!

I think thats abt all. But lastly of coz my FAMILY. My parents. taking my shit for 21yrs. THANKS =)

Over the moon!

Scotty.

How can someone be so unreasonable? Really ridiculous.
Just a simple dine-out.
Just a short 15mins.
Short-tempered,
No patience,
or PMS?
Gotta go thru so much trouble.
Caused everyone to be pissed off.
No longer got the appetite to eat anything.
Made it so complicated.
NVM.
I apologise.
From the bottom of my heart.
It was my fault.
But now, threaten not to come this sat.
Just great.
Fantastic.
Sehr Gut.
AWESOME.

FINE. Dont come. I'll just pay everything myself.
Its okie.
I dont want this to ruin my party.
Just fcuk it.

Less than a week left!!! Argh. Havin butterflies in my stomach alr. haha.

Feel damn lucky to have some great frens helpin me out with the plannin of the party.

Though its kinda weird, but initially i was prepared to plan it by myself. family members are busy with work, frenz are busy with either NS or studies. So didnt really think about bothering anyone.

But i thank u shachin, subi and peh for ur efforts. Appreciate it alot. Though i dunno what to expect, but im sure i can count on u guys....i hope. =)

Anyways, lotsa ya has been askin me what do i want/need. I dont really fancy LISTING everything on my mind out on facebook. Its like being a lil materialistic and desperate or smth. Dont really like it. Okie, i know its an obligation to bring me somethin, but if u really cant think of any OR lazy to think (HEHE. Dont lie, I have been thru this stage b4.), a simple red packet would be sufficient. I just wanna have a great party with you guys and have FUN!

HOWEVER, for those who follows me here, well...i guess i can reveal a little.

*Wishlist*
Being a PTI, i need this for the ippt stations and to keep track of ....
Ipod, music, .......

All i can think of...More to come! =)

I gotta feeling
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night (x4)

Tonight’s the night!
Let’s live it up!
I got my money
Let’s spend it up
Go out and smash it
like Oh My God!
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get OFF!!

I know that we’ll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all
I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and loosing all control

Fill up my cup
Mozoltov
Look at her dancing
just take it off
Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Let’s burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again

Lets Do it(x3)
and do it
Lets live it up

I gotta feeling
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night (x2)

Tonight’s the night (HEY!)
let’s live it up (lets live it up)
I got my money
Lets spend it up (lets spend it up)
Go out and smash it (Smash it)
Like Oh My God! (Like Oh my God)
Jump off that sofa (C'mon!)
Lets get get OFF

Fill up my cup (Drink)
Mozolotov (Lahyme)
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it off
Lets paint the town (Paint the town)
We’ll shut it down (We'll shut it down)
Lets burn the roof (wooo)
and then we’ll do it again

lets do it (x3)
let’s live it up

Here we come
here we go
we gotta rock rock rock rock rock

Easy come easy go
now we on top top top top top

Feel the shot
body rock
Rock it don’t stop stop stop stop stop

Round and round
up and down
around the clock clock clock clock clock

Monday, Tuesday
Wednesday, and Thursday
Friday, Saturday
Saturday to Sunday

get get get get get with us
you know what we say
party every day
pa pa pa Party every day

and Im feelin'
that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good night
that tonight's gonna be a good good night (x2)


B.e.P rocks. 'nuff said.

Nothing beats lazin at home when nothing seems to be going right for u. Sigh.

German's getting more fun as time pass.
Ich bin Fitness Ausbilder beim Militar!! haha.

Started my first self-learn guitar session with zq which rocked!! 'Cause im the man who can't be moved...'

But not sure whether i should apply for lessons? coz i totally have no confidence that I will be able to learn it all by myself. damn.

Training with the diver trainees kinda fun and meaningful, but looking at their bodies, i thought to myself, 'should they be training me instead?' Monster-lookin bodies, im tellin ya.
Gotta make my lessons more interesting though. Im sorta just going thru the motion, teaching what im supposed to, sayin what im suppose to say. Gotta buck up!!!

Been to a wakeboarding session as well. I actually did it! I managed to stand up and took on the waves. hahaha. Really cool sport to play, but DAMN expensive one. 90 bucks for 4 hrs. per person. Woooo. Thoroughly enjoyed the experience though.

Lastly, finally. One more month to my 21st! Whew. Its abt time it came. After attending so many already. LOL.




Random pics to follow.

Buddy Kirby suitting up.

Focus!!

Leong Beng gettin ready to jump!

My watch! haha. But is it me?

'Why am i doin this?!' kinda face.


Spidey Shaun.


Instructor JM sharin his thoughts.

Respect.
This is not one thing which u demand to have.
But its the most basic thing one shld give.

I can say i worked hard to be a pti.
All i deserve is that little basic respect.
If im in still part of the army, this wouldnt be happenin..
Not even in the commandos.
But now, in where i am, we are treated like....
This is not only part of my side of the story.
Even THEY themselves admit it.
They dun give a FCUK abt ptis.
Jus wanna find trouble with us when we are jus doin our damn jobs.
1 can even ask, 'y are u guys so ANAL abt GIVING the 1 or 2 sec for the 2.4 km run?'
ANAL eh. Its our fcukin job.

Well, if u dun like us, Fcuk off. I dont give a shit.

started learnin german on sat! Feelin' damn excited abt it. Hitting the books and attending lessons. And of course with dick and the singh. hehe.

Well, all i can say is...AWESOME. The lesson totally rocks! Nostalgic. Its like germany all over again.

Classmates are from all over the place, Indonesia, Myanmar, China, Malaysia and Thailand i think?

And it turns out that we are the youngest amongst the whole lot too! Scheisse! haha.

When the teacher was teaching, she was like DEUTSCH all the way. Even giving instruction and stuff like that. EVEN when we do not understand, she still uses german to explain her way out, till we understand. damn cool. LOL.

3 hrs flew past quite quickly..and of course time to give the hausaufgaben. and guess what? DEUTSCH again! haha. I THINK it was to practise speaking the following sections under the following pages.......OK, Im not even sure whats the homework! sigh. but then again, i wonder how many in the class actually knew? =)

german's fun! Lookin forward to next wk's klasse.


Another piece of gd news, I think i also decided where to hold my party. All thanks to the psycho-ing power of the singh. haha. For that, u shall be the mc of the night. LOL. U still need to look for a partner eh? lol.



P.S. Bro's finally comin back tonight! =)

o noooo.

Where shld i hold my bday party? Home? Chalet? Or some function room somewhere?

Home is great, accessible and its free but with parents ard...errrr....haha.

Chalet can be pretty easy, probably hold a lot of ppl and can go crazy but its damn common and a little boring?

And i came up with the list of invitees. omg. FAR FAR too many. shit. How to cut down? haha. Guess my mum was right yrs ago. I will hav a huge headache thinking of who to invite when i marry. Well, guess im popular, sociable, out-going...okie i shall stop. =x

Sigh. So difficult to have a great and memorable party.

Been so busy these couple of weeks. Meet-ups and birthday celebrations. So damn surprised at the amt of july babies are there. omg. haha.

Thinking a lot as well. For my future and further studies. After hearin from monica and drogba, who jus came back from australia for hols, its jus so temptin to join them! I guess i really miss that few mths studyin outside s'pore. Not only that, kaian and dick sounds interested too! Makes the option even more attractive.

Sorta mentioned casually abt it to my parents. Maybe im not considerate or thoughtful enough, but i never saw the kinda reaction that was comin g. My mum was sayin, ' hai. nows your turn. dunno when den we can have reunion dinner with the whole family here?'

Speechless. Just said it was only casual talk and walked away. This really hit me. Thoughts started to fill my mind like never b4. Why didnt i think of this b4 i even approach my parents. Selfishness? Or am i jus clouded by the thought of studyin overseas.

my bro has been gone for abt 2 yrs+ alr. And in this time, my sis got married. Gradually, the house slowly quietened down alot. Which parents dont like to be close with their children? My parents are also not gettin any younger. Sigh. Its not that they are not supportive. I feel they will def let me go if i insist.

But, sometimes.....its not all abt yourself.

Guess i still have plenty to think abt..haha.

Wanna upgrade myself!

German.
Guitar.
Golf.
SAT test.
Stock market. =)

Seriously thinking abt furthering my studies in Australia after hearing from kai an. Dick's interested too! Would be great if we could go tgt.

Should i go? Should i not?

So many stuffs to think abt nowadays. Damn.

OMG! First thing in the morning, tuning in class95 like i always do...
Michael Jackson has passed away.
One of my favourite aritist of all times.
Stop harping abt what he did wrong,
what abt he stuffs he has been doing all his life?
Makin great music for the world.
Beat it, Heal the world, Smooth criminal, We are the world, Billie Jean, Thriller, Black or White, Man in the mirror..omg. I think i can go on forever. All fantastic songs, no.1 hits..lol.
Damn. To think he was actually gonna have a final concert soon. Millions of tickets sold out in just hrs. Was still hoping maybe he will come to S'pore. haha.
Im stiil searching the net for a proper video tribute, but dun understand y there isnt one made yet?
I still remember couple of yrs ago, right on the day the news of Eddie Guerrero's death, a video tribute immediately was on the net.
Anyway, gonna get his greatest hits album, hopefully by tml as a tribute to him. U guys should get it too! U wont regret it.

One of my fav mtv. Dunno y. Reminds me when im young, often seeing this on tv, with all the changing faces. Never fails to amuse me. haha. Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyBs6-cmFvQ


Your music will live forever.
Long live the king of pop.

R.I.P Michael Jackson. =(

Woke up on Monday, but struggled to get out of bed.
Decided to take the morning off, called travis to say im goin only in the afternoon.
Continued sleeping....till a phone call disturbed me. It was travis.

"EH! U not feeling well ar? Listen to this news!
Popular nightclub Butter Factory at One Fullerton has been identified as the third cluster of locally infected cases.
The new case is a 19-year-old Singaporean female student.
She visited the club last Wednesday, when three previously reported cases were also there."

I was there last wed too. U must be joking? I quickly woke up took my temp.
38.3.
omg. Bullseye?

Took a couple of panadols, as frens started to call and msg me.
LOL. Think i told a little too many ppl that i was there. hahaha.
Went to the doc in the afternoon, he checked, my fever went down a little, and thought i had no problem, until just b4 he wanted to send me out....

I declared that i was at butter fact last wed. His expression changed a little, and started to count the days. He gave me 2 days mc and asked me to keep him informed.

On tues mornin, he called to check on me. Responsible eh? haha. He told me to quarantine myself at home, stay away from family, dont even eat on the same table! haha.
On top of that, told me to go down to his clinic the next day, get another mc. =x
I was feelin better thou', just persistent coughing refusing to go away...

So i went down on wed mornin, and guess what? he gave me another day! thats 4 days! lol.

But still, lucky lucky me just managed to dodge the bullet. Coz even if i can take it, my family will have a hard time recoverin from it, esp my mom. And what abt the guys i met on thurs to sat? Theres a hell lot of them i tell ya.

So....whew. Dont worry guys!

thanks for makin it plain and simple.

All the best.

Time to get drunk!! wooo-hooo!

-scott.lee.j.y.

Got that certain feeling back.
omg.
What am i suppose to do?!
sigh.

Reply me!! =(

Mizuno 10km Mt faber run 14th Jun. Met up with the ptis, kirby, wayne, robin, weijie.

Hellava crazy run.

I thought i could slow jog all the way, treat it as a recovery run for my sundown 2 weeks ago.

BUT, no. My knees started to fail me at 3km i think. even before reaching mt faber.

The run up was alrites, but it was the downslope which finished me off.

Its as if im torturing my knees every step i take running the down slope.

Sigh. I guess no more runs for me for at least 3 mths.

Pls dun take my knees away!!

Kbox on sat pics comin up! haha. Great time, but shld hav gotten more pics. Damned.

-jyscottylee

Butter fact-ed!! hehe. First time over ther yesterday.
28 bucks, free booze and u are set for the night.
Totally rox man!! Think i got overcome by the fact that its free flow of drinks, that i just kept on going..and going...and gone. Damn quickly.
Its the first time im gone in such a short time, simply drank too fast. Felt a little tired, so went over to the smoking room, sat there, and actually fell aslp!! =x
When i woke up, on the way back in, saliva started to form up in my mouth unnaturally. S*^T.
Made a desperate attempt to the toilet, and still had to put up with some guys fooling ard in front of the cubicle.
Merlion-ing followed. haha.
Crazy night, free drinks, girls were plenty. Missin the place alr! =)

I've made it.
Full-fletched 3rd Sergeant.
PTI Scott Lee.
LOL. Doesnt sound right eh? hahahas.
A new challenge awaits at Naval Diving Unit. Wow.
Although i will be alone, but hopefully i will do well, and succeed as a gd PTI.
As for fitness, IPPT only a pass now, target to get gold by my birthday.
Lastly, I would like to thank everyone for their support, esp. during difficult and stressful times during the course.
And of course, not forgetting my PTI buddies in 91st Basic Fitness Specialist Course, esp. Section 4 successfully all passed out tgt!! YEAH!
Hanging out in the mess, nights out outings, trainin hard tgt, gettin 'tekan' tgt, organisin the telematch and so much more. Unforgettable times. Thanks for the memories!!!

Enjoy the vid! 91st BFSC rox! Spot me if u can =)

P.S. Gotta be somebody who bleed it out to be a PTI and Wherever u will go, u will forever be one.

PTI Lee Jiun Yuen, Scott

I cant help thinking abt it.
I know i shouldnt. But the images just kept flooding my mind.
The test, esp. the swing trainer. I kept seeing myself clearing it. But y cant i??
I failed the real test yesterday. Damn disappointed.
Lookin at the ppl who passed, congratualting them, and can only look in envy as they collected their 'goodie bags'.
Tried to turn away everytime i see a guy carrying the stuffs, but just cant help hearing wads inside.
the white singlet, white polo t, the wristband rank, 3SG rank, track suit, and a pair of mizuno court shoes.
Some goodie bag yea? haha. and now its just 52mins away from my grasp. Perhaps for me, its just a 'monkey bar' obstacle away.
I really want this. I dun tink i have done my parents too proud in my life so far, initially in BMT thought that i could be an officer, and that could be something. But didnt make the cut in the end.
Went to sispec for the basic section leader course instead, and the pti course came by. I went for the selection, and here i am now. Probably the next best thing besides being an officer, and do my parents a little proud.

I must make it, no matter what. Hopefully on Tuesday. C'mon! C'mon!! C'mon!!!!

Not been myself probably for the past 2 weeks, due to the tests. Failing one after another.
I kept telling myself i can do this. But results just dont show likewise. Im nowhere close to passing my cpft, struggling with the swing trainer. Worst still, i failed my ippt this week, twice. my sbj just hit free falling state these few weeks, and i dunno wads wrong. Different mates looked at my jump, and all are telling me different stuffs. Whats happening?! Really desperate times now with so little time left to passing out. Just 4 more weeks. Excluding the last week for parade rehearsal, just 3 weeks left provided i even make it to the parade. haiz. i tink i really hit a wall this time and dont have the slightest idea of gettin round it. the sight of seeing ppl improving while im going the other direction is just too much for me.
Sum it off, newcastle lost again. i know.

Guess i need a miracle from somewhere..

This past week i think has been the most xiong in the pti course.And also the most down and disappointing for me.
I managed to pass my SOC the last time right on the dot 8mins59sec. But this time round, i even failed the swing trainer obstacle, and my timing was 10m44s. abt 2mins deprovement. DAMN.
After the test, bcoz of our lousy no. of passes, we gotta do the obstacles over and over again for 6 times. It was damn shag. No kiddin.
"PRESS ON!!!" our course commander kept shouting.
Thats only one event. Throughout the week, we also had speed trg, circuit trg, weights trg, and top it off, b4 we booked out, one last whack on our body by the instructors for abt 30mins i think.
When i woke up this mornin, i swear to god man. My body wasnt mine. LOL. seriously. I had trouble gettin up la!!
Haiz. But thats not all.
We had assignments to do over the weekends.
One is to get a National coaching cert. Gotta come up with a year training schedule for a athelete on a sport of your choice. Sounds really interesting eh? But damn tedious project. And damn difficult to pass.
Another one is coming up with lesson plans for our teaching tests. We gotta teach particular stuffs for swimming, weights, soc, different trainings. Each exercise = 1 lesson plan. Thats like ALOT la. Nvr tell us earlier. Teach us this week, next week starts. Crazy man.
To top it all off, on monday is another SOC test + SOC endurance training. WAH. Den next week first FBO SOC.
Need I say more? =(

Scotty's goin' crazy...

Haiz...

Been watching football for over 10 years now.
Started out supportin everyone's favourite winning team, Man u.
Switched to Newcastle only during my secondary sch days, because of their playing style, culture, the loyal supporters and of coz Shay Given and Alan Shearer. Ever since then, close friends kept makin fun of me, tellin me what a lousy football club it is. But i didnt bother. I wanna be one of those 50,000+ supporters supporting them week in week out even if they lost. I wanna be part of the atmosphere at st james park.
And u know what, i got my dream just last yr. I actually caught a match LIVE at st james park. Against the club i supported as a young boy, man u. Although Newcastle lost 5-1, I didn't care abt the result. I was just glad to be there, proud to be supporting my favourite club. I even bought 2 jerseys, one home team, and another a Shay Given jersey. I was just so damn ecstatic, and just wanted to savour every single second there.
Now, with the club derailed with problem after problem this season, i was really disappointed and felt really sad. I was really upset when Given left, that I told myself I will not watch anymore of their matches for the rest of this season.
But 2day, I watched them play. The 2nd half against Arsenal. They had to win. Already in the relegation zone, they HAD to win. But they sucked. They are going down, for sure. Is it really cursed when I bought the Given jersey, he left immediately the next season? I really hate myself for supporting them now, they suck! Why the hell i supported them in the 1st place? fcukin suck to the core. I feel sick when i see them play. If they get relegated, they deserve it fully. Not by luck, but their own doing. Its just torturing to see them play. In fact, i hope they go down, so they will learn their fcukin lesson and rebuild with a new manager. Totally lost all faith in them and for once embarrassing to be a supporter of Newcastle United.

Finally managed to stop procrastinating and change the song..haha.
I know its like a freakin old song, but i just got to hear it like few months ago. Slow right? damn.
Anyway, better late than never. I love the part where the song turns rock style. Just turns me on. haha. And i wanna learn the guitar chords for this also la. damn damn nice. Enjoy! ~

When I see your smile, Tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay, It's okay, It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing, And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (continues until fades out)

1 mth down, 2 more to go!!

Yeaps. 2 more mths to officially becoming a PTI! haha. Really hope i dun Out.Of.Course man. I think i will totally break down.
Spent quite a lot of time in the pool this past week, learning aqua jogging, simply jogging in water. Seriously. haha. Trust me, its not as easy as it looks. LOL.
Fact: Aqua jogging in the pool for 1km is equvilent to 5km on land! Ratio 1:5! Crazy rite? im not gonna run anymore. hahaha. We also started to swim in our uniform w/o boots. I feel like every stroke i take, im being pushed back by the water. Freakin uniform damn heavy. We also managed to try our first jump off the 3m board! Haha.
Gotta cut down on drinking! 3 weekends straight le! Damn. =)

Army Fitness Centre. Physical Training Instructor!!!

I know. I know. I dun look an inch like one. haha. C'mon gimme some face can? =)

Has really been a crazy 2 weeks, adapting to my new place for the next 3 mths.

We gotta study like human anatomy, and physiology. Which means, like single bone and muscle name, we have to know them. Heard of Latissimus Dorsi, or Tibialis Anterior before? Thats what im talkin abt. Haiz, theory tests next wk!! damn.

Got this feeling, army's drifting me and my parents apart. Every week i book out, i make it a point to spend at least a day in the weekends with them. Even though now without a maid, I still help clean up the house, try to do my own laundry and stuffs without complaints. So of course, its fair that i have the rest of the time to myself agree? These 2 weeks, had been hanging out till quite late drinking and movies, just to take my mind off the regimental stuffs for a while. But, they are still unhappy with me. "I think next friday u might as well dun come back, everytime hang out until so late." At that point in time, i didnt really feel much. But thinkin back, really hurts a lot. Its not as if im not helpin out with anything, its not as if im not accompanying them, its not as if i dun give a heck abt my family. i just wanna enjoy my book out to the fullest. Am I wrong? Do they not understand me at all? Haiz. dunno la. wads the point of booking out when i cant even lay back and relax. The whole house seems so quiet to me now...without my sis, bro and maid around..

Just wanna faster pass out and finally get a better life..probably only then, things will be better...

Scott

no guard duty??

Argh. Damn *** sometimes. Seriously dunno how they organise stuffs. Plan swee swee on paper, but in reality everything cocks up. Only when duty is abt to start, they start to claim, "wah. so many ppl?" Hear alr so damn stun. Den in the end, "ok. you all may go book out now." Really dunno to be happy or sad. Booked out on sat mornin, went out, booked back in at nite. Den book out sun mornin, book in back at nite again! U tink i stay right beside the camp ar! kaoz.

Somemore i was supposed to go to xueli's 21st bday party chalet AND the judo chalet. BOTH at pasir ris! in the end both also missed. GODammit. Sorry guys!!!

To Xueli. Happy 21st and congrats on reachin adulthood! i owe u a present! =)

Well, at least i really had fun with the pcps guys. Cmon vanessa or mel plan another one soon! Congrats to jiahao on graduating frm australia and gettin your degree! god. How time flies. U are alr a degree holder! haiz. Anyways. Welcome back to S'pore. It really seems like good o' times when the 4 of us shared a table at toa payoh (yea! where it all began! =) ) a hawker centre in lor 5. Our table was like totally filled. Didnt even bother abt the noise lvl we were making. haha.

Great atmosphere, great food, fantastic company. Junyi, mel, jiahao and me. Best buds for life! haha.
O yea. We forgot photos! =(

Happy 2009! Resolutions?

Another year has passed. 1 yr 9mths to ORD! Haiz. Depressing to hear.

This past year has really been a topsy turvy and fast one for me. Started off the year fantastically, with the overseas exchange in germany. that itself is alr 5 mths off the calendar.
Since comin back, spent abt a mth getting back to reality, and finally settling back down here. Worked for 3 mths after that till sept when i finally got enlisted to the army.
BMT was great fun, and that is another 3 mths off the calendar.
Just 2 weeks ago, got posted to Sispec.

And yups, thats abt it! My 2008 in less than 10 sentences. From Jan to Dec. hahahas. Cool eh? But the highlight is def. the germany trip! Best time of my life. =)

So what awaits me in 2009? Today, i kept thinking. What resolutions should i have? Im like wandering aimlessly now, nothing to look forward to. nothing to be excited abt.

Well, probably this shall be my resolution for this year:

To find my aim in life.

Simple as that.

As for stuffs i want to do/wish for.

1. A slack vocation which is 8-5 and near my house
2. Make a photo album for my germany trip
3. Strike Toto
4. Take up German language
5. Learn to study stock market
6. Take up guitar
7. Occasional golf and bowling sessions
8. Keep in contact with all my friends out there!!

Happy 2009!!!