Today.

Marks the start.

I need to change.

to be less emo.

Forget about what's happened.

Focus on what's gonna happen.

Work on my studies.

Work on us.

No more facebook.

It's the cause of the trouble and it's a waste of time.

I have no time.

No more parties, till after my exams.

I partied far too much.

I-WILL-STUDY-EVERYDAY. I-WILL-STUDY-EVERYDAY. I-WILL-STUDY-EVERYDAY.

I will hit the library everyday, if not i will still study at home.

My aim for now,

Banking 5/7.

Investments 6/7.

Cost Accounting 6/7.

Financial Reporting 7/7.

It's still makable. I can do this.

That will give me an overall 6.

Which is pretty darn awesome for my first semester.

Come on Scott.

Get your life back in order.

This is not being emo.

This is abt being determined.

to achieve your goals.

And most importantly,

get someone back.

get her back on my side.

Come on Scott.

You can do this shit.

Ican'taffordtoloseyou.

Blogging now.

When i should not.

When i don't even have enough time, to do my tuts, study for exams.

But i just wanna let it out a little.

Just got back my Cost Accounting mid-sem result which is 30% weightage.

21/30.

Simply means my high distinction of 7 is over for this subject.

As you will need a 85% and above to get a grade 7.

9% gone. Get what i mean?

Disappointed, but kinda expected after the exam.

It was considered my easier subjects out of the 4, so i was really looking to score.

Guess it was just not meant to be.

Next up, banking and lending decisions and Investment papers.

Struggling with Investments, and the textbook.

There are already so many formulaes and concepts in Chp 1.

6 Chapters for the mid-sem. 40% weightage.

While Banking on the other hand, has no textbook to refer to. And the tut exercise is always one long essay question.

How do you study for it?

I'm really struggling now.

It's only mid-semester.

I keep telling myself to do well.

But it's only the halfway mark.

And I'm struggling like mad.

Pls god. Pls.

Gimme the brains to study.

To remember what i studied.

And to apply what i studied.