I know. I know. I dun look an inch like one. haha. C'mon gimme some face can? =)
Has really been a crazy 2 weeks, adapting to my new place for the next 3 mths.
We gotta study like human anatomy, and physiology. Which means, like single bone and muscle name, we have to know them. Heard of Latissimus Dorsi, or Tibialis Anterior before? Thats what im talkin abt. Haiz, theory tests next wk!! damn.
Got this feeling, army's drifting me and my parents apart. Every week i book out, i make it a point to spend at least a day in the weekends with them. Even though now without a maid, I still help clean up the house, try to do my own laundry and stuffs without complaints. So of course, its fair that i have the rest of the time to myself agree? These 2 weeks, had been hanging out till quite late drinking and movies, just to take my mind off the regimental stuffs for a while. But, they are still unhappy with me. "I think next friday u might as well dun come back, everytime hang out until so late." At that point in time, i didnt really feel much. But thinkin back, really hurts a lot. Its not as if im not helpin out with anything, its not as if im not accompanying them, its not as if i dun give a heck abt my family. i just wanna enjoy my book out to the fullest. Am I wrong? Do they not understand me at all? Haiz. dunno la. wads the point of booking out when i cant even lay back and relax. The whole house seems so quiet to me now...without my sis, bro and maid around..
Just wanna faster pass out and finally get a better life..probably only then, things will be better...
Scott
