Thursday 24 May 2012

Another Singaporean brother bites the dust.

I don't know whether I have seen you before in NDU.
But you do look quite familiar.

Hope you will bless your parents and your loved ones.

Rest well now, Tam Song Choon aka Kang kang.

Hooya!



scott.

Monday 21 May 2012

Sick.

Why is it so difficult to move on?
It just keeps coming back.
You think I want it to?
I'm sick of trying to move on.

WHY?
This should not have even happen to you at all.
Stuffs like that should not happen to good people like you.
Why must you be taken away from us?
Cliche, but if I could just turn back time.
I don't think some of us actually realized how much hurt we caused.
It's uncountable. Unbearable. Irreversible.
Life is UNFAIR.

2012 has been such a bad year all round.
Countless NS soldiers died during trainings.
Friends, mums, who passed on.
Ferrari driver speeding and crashing into an oncoming vehicle.
So many more cases.

Are we really coming to the end of the world?

Just needed to get it off my chest.


scott.

Saturday 12 May 2012

Feeling the heat.

Just had my Econometrics supp paper yesterday.
The one I walked out from.
So darn disappointed in myself, as I handed the paper in. 
It was the exact same paper, from a couple of weeks back.
And I think I still flunked it.
Goodness man. What is wrong with me?!
Really super disappointed.

Went partying at night.
Was sherm's and eloys's birthday celebration.
Happy birthday guys!
Surprisingly, Kieran turned up!
Something has been bothering me for quite sometime. So I gave it a shot.
I asked him honestly, whether his close friends blame us for what happened.
He said no. But I kinda rather he said yes. 
I would rather get bashed up when they see me. 
Probably I might feel better.
All in all, it was a good night, and sherms got wasted :)

Exams are in about 4 weeks time. 
Really praying I can make it through. Parents and Michelle are coming. Don't wanna disappoint them.
Can't believe now I'm actually most afraid of failing my German, which is my elective!
Scheiße!

"It's gonna be the second month soon. Will I ever be able to get over it?"


Hello hottie.


Cya in 4 days time! Can't wait!


lee out.