Been so busy these couple of weeks. Meet-ups and birthday celebrations. So damn surprised at the amt of july babies are there. omg. haha.

Thinking a lot as well. For my future and further studies. After hearin from monica and drogba, who jus came back from australia for hols, its jus so temptin to join them! I guess i really miss that few mths studyin outside s'pore. Not only that, kaian and dick sounds interested too! Makes the option even more attractive.

Sorta mentioned casually abt it to my parents. Maybe im not considerate or thoughtful enough, but i never saw the kinda reaction that was comin g. My mum was sayin, ' hai. nows your turn. dunno when den we can have reunion dinner with the whole family here?'

Speechless. Just said it was only casual talk and walked away. This really hit me. Thoughts started to fill my mind like never b4. Why didnt i think of this b4 i even approach my parents. Selfishness? Or am i jus clouded by the thought of studyin overseas.

my bro has been gone for abt 2 yrs+ alr. And in this time, my sis got married. Gradually, the house slowly quietened down alot. Which parents dont like to be close with their children? My parents are also not gettin any younger. Sigh. Its not that they are not supportive. I feel they will def let me go if i insist.

But, sometimes.....its not all abt yourself.

Guess i still have plenty to think abt..haha.