This week officially starts off as a slackin one for me after 3 mths of hectic and non-stoppin' working! Finally...Well it has been an eventful 3 mths. I guess u can see frm my previous entries yea? haha..Thinkin back, abt the different issues i had at both workplaces, I seriously think im not mature enough yet. No, REALLY!
My day job, immature enough to work for my parents, gettin' angry and irritated easily if i made any mistakes. Cant stand getting scolded or reprimanded when i dont do somethin up to their expectations. Impatient and unwilling to learn. And worse off, turn to drinking after that. When will i finally learn to be mature enough to not be so short-tempered? Instead put my head down to actually offer a real helpin hand to my parents? i wanna change. Really do.
My part-time job, made me realise how slow am i, at picking up new stuffs. How long hav i been workin ther? Since like a yr ago? Although i stopped for quite a while in the middle, I ought to have learnt more and be more experienced. But for example, everytime its a full crowd, i tend to get confused and mess everything up. I always need reminding for everything, and needing help for every drink i make. I guess i would have long gone if we werent that short-handed. Add to that, i have had issues with some ppl ther. Do all these factors point to me being ready for the workin world? Hell no. 101% no. I would not survive a day out there.
So fortunately for me (Or NOT!), there is the National Service. Singapore's very own system to make men serve the country. Dont think there is any other country has anything like this especially comparing the duration of it. 2 years. And they say, army's fun, army will change your life, army is the best 2 yrs of your life whr u dun have to think abt anything. I would like to think that it will truly change me for the better, of coz! haha..Perhaps losing a couple of strands of hair is part of the process of 'maturing' too..hahas...Just wanna enjoy my last 2 weeks, and goin in with a peace of mind.
11 days and countin'!!! =)
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