im back...but...

Hey guys im back! Singapore! As much as i hate that fact...i have to face reality and realize its over..The beautiful dream is over..I cant turn back time...



Once Shachin, Dick and me stepped out of the new Terminal 3 on 1st May abt 1630, I went straight to my family and hugged them...as i was really thankful to my parents for giving me this opportunity..Without them, I dun tink I will even have the chance to be so emotional and all..

So...I wondered how my life will turn out to be after comin back? Even the first night felt weird..for the first time in 4 months stayin so far away from Rikson (Rikki and Dickson)..haha..ok that sounded a little gay...

First day we are back, played some football in sch...but somehow din manage to enjoy it so much..Sorta missed the Jahnhall, which is the Sports hall where we played in Deutschland..

Has been living like a dead man since then, just listenin to music, lookin at photos all day long..then realised that so much happened at home when im not around..My bro and my maid...So much!! Its like from Heaven being hit right straight to hell..

Then, is as if I left all my luck behind in Deutschland, the adapter for charging my labby spoiled, so with my LOW batt life..bottom line I cant use my labby at all..haiz..Not only this, when my dad was coming home, he scratched his car...and on the same night, when I was abt to drive out, I scratched the other car...haiz haiz...Was passiert?!?

Today I went to try to get a new adapter, costs S$160...den to top things all off...becoz my cam's LCD screen cracked in Germany, I went to fix it..I bought it just last nov...only almost half year old and still under warranty...They just told me that I have to pay for it...S$284, after Discount! WTF..Its still only half year old! The person still had the cheek to check my record and tell me, "O..u stay in Springside Ave? Den you still have to think so long meh?" Fcuk off la..Stay there big ar..Stay there den can give u all my money la..alda fresse du fisch kopf! Then came home, told them, kena nag by mum again.."told u not to...U just dun listen..."

haiz...im missin life there so so much alr..carefree...total TOTAL freedom..and not only that...I could actually study in my time there too..but comin back..so many distractions..so many of this..so much of that..I sorta knew why my bro stayed in Japan till now..havin no thoughts of comin back at all...he muz be really enjoyin his life in his own way so much..no restrictions..no worries..just restrain self-control at times and u'll be fine..miss it so so much..

Den, with presentations to director and students comin up, and helpin my parents in their company, trainin for napfa, army...how can I take it? This fast pace life..sux so so much...

I wanna live in Mosbach, though its a small little town, it has everythin u need..quiet, peaceful..no worries, and no ppl in the streets after 6pm..hahaha...

And of coz all the frenz there...I said so many times..but i really miss them so much! haiz..

Scott..