sick again! damn what is wrong with me? 2nd straight week alr. sigh.
Sometimes i just feel like an old man. getting older, health deteriorating.

yeaps.
after 140 days.
our first quarrel.
Quarrel (as taken from dictionary.com) --> verbal disagreement between individuals or groups and is used with reference to a large variety of situations, from a slight and petty difference of opinion to a violent altercation.
Basically, thats what happened.
verbal disagreement.
or should i say sms disagreement.
after yesterday, i really dislike quarrels.
the feeling u get.
Its because u care.
u care too much.
which makes it even more hurting.
anyways.
im glad we could sort it out so quickly.
one person always needs to take the first step.
but for us.
i think both of us did. =)
ilu.


Letsdothislessoften.
MichelleAng.
YouknowIloveYou, right?
=D

Been having tough luck this past 2 months.

Car got scratched by rubbish truck, and got blamed by everyone for not parking properly. I parked the same way i parked the car everyday. Sighs.

Parking fee of $15+ got conned at Winsland House. Thing is, I parked there almost every Saturday, and at the same time, and got charged $2.50. Why? I have not a single clue.

Asics shoes got stolen on a random night by some random thief who took my Asics randomly with a wide array of shoes displayed at my doorstep. Suspected of climbing in from my back gate. Sighs.

Shits just keep piling up at my workplace, nothing going smoothly, nobody seems interested in helping me out, everybody seems to want a piece of me. Ich bin mude. My trainees are my only motivation now.

Tough luck eh? Crazy shits just keeps on coming. When will it stop?

Why does Class95 love songs always have sad stories relating to LDR, and it always leads up to a breakup? And "Dear John"! Omg. Just always manage to makes u wonder...

I know it will be hard.
The waiting will be torturous.
And i cant promise u that we will last thru this period.
But what if we did not even try?
We wont know what will happen.
What i can promise u is this,
I will do my very best to sustain it.
C'mon! Lets not use other stories to compare it with ours.
Lets make our own history.

By the way.
We still have a longggggg way to go before next year!! =D


ilu.

Sooooooo many things to blog about.
Im getting fatter after the eating trip to hk.
didnt manage to shop much for my stuffs! =(
Was casino hopping most of the time in macau.
I experienced a lot, and seen how crazy people can get gambling.
Its really scary. I realised i dun like casinos.
I myself can lose about S$90 just for a few hours. on jackpot machines.
ridiculous. fortunately, i was lucky on the roulette and managed to just break even.
I walked away almost immediately. Just took it and go.
Was definitely tempted to keep on going.
THATS why its scary. omg.
Hopefully Singaporeans will practise more self-control with the IR comin up.
Guys, please dont get addicted!!

33rd batch trainees enlisting next week.
Im itching and raring to go.
But will i be up to it?
Only time will tell.
Let this be a fruitful experience! =)

Packed week!! whewwww.
Wed. Mambo-ed with mic, nica, ed, cw, yx!
Awesome as always.
I wanna master the moves!!!
We actually went to some thai pub AFTER THAT. ROCKS.
Thats what happens when u hang out with monica, ed and friends! =)

Thurs. physio-ed. Doc gave me 3 months excuse run, march and jump?!
Sigh.
Pri sch gathering at night at sakura!

Fri. 11plus after camp, turned up at SIM to give her a surprise!
But...she saw thru it. sighhh.
Anyways, hope u like the flowers!! muacks!!
Maybe this time u wont need to throw it away so soon! =)
Went back to Sembawang sec to have a bbq gathering with Mr Raj!!
Damn coooooool! Havent seen him in such a longggg time.
Just a pity so many either couldnt make it...or flew our aeroplanes way up into the sky.
Was late for more than 30mins for my german make up lesson after that. shit.
Pre-V.day dinner after that at Giraffe. Nice and cosy place.
Just that i simply had no appetite for anything.

Sat. To Hong Kong for 5 days!!!!

Happy new year guys! Enjoy!!!


Pitywecouldntspendourfirstfeb14thtogether.
Hopewegonnahavemanymoretocome!

happyvalentinesdaybabe.
ichliebedich. =)

How can beyonce win some many grammys?
Single ladies?!
Best RnB?
omg.
"All the single ladies, all the single ladies....oh oh oh oh oh..."
C'mon guys.
There are much better songs out there.
So damn disappointed b.e.p did not win as many.
they ROCK!
I gotta feeling should have like won tons of awards for them.
haha.
But i guess Taylor Swift deserves it too.
Conclusion.
How can Beyonce be the biggest winner?!
damn.

Shopping with her today.
Coz I was asked to run some errands and in the end got the day off.
She went for tuition and I studiously went starbucks at compass pt to catch up on my german. =)
Gotta say, its getting tougher each lesson. With all the 'artikle', 'dativ', 'nomative' shit.

Headed over to M.S after that and just strolled like how a couple always do. haha.
But got deprived of looking at the shelves! =( ok. I know my wardrobe is full. =D
Kenny Rogers for dinner.
Still have one of the best and cheapest muffins around. Only $1.20! Must-try~!!
There came the time of the day.
Hardest part.
to separate.
sigh.
Gotta admit.
Its gettin more difficult.


We'resimplyinseparable.irresistible.incredible. =)

Monday bluuuues.
Had a lil trouble waking up in the morning 'cause of a *tough* night. haha. =x
So decided to reach abt 15mins later.
DAMN.
Saw my superior on the way in.
Pretended not to see him when i passed him.
But as I stared into my rear view mirror.
There he was, checking his watch.
Sigh.
After breakfast.
Attended a meeting with higher authority.
There they were, equipped with whatever visions they have for us or how they plan to utilise us.

"U will be an Instructor, your knowledge by right should be better than ours!"
"U will be heavily involved in the BMT training. U are Section Leader trained right?"
"Main motive of this meeting is ACTUALLY to help u guys feel more meaningful during your NS life. Not just sit around, conduct ippt or waiting for time to go home."

I was like thinking.
Maybe this can work out.
More work, time passes faster.
Time passes faster, ORD comes earlier.
haha.
I mean, this was what i expected/wanted in the 1st place right?
Becoming a pti.
Coming here.
Training people.

I've learnt to be a little bit more optimistic.
But...
why didnt all these happen earlier!?
Only after 7 months im here?
sigh.
of course im gonna have a cultural shock.

just gotta do my best i guess.


icanjuststareatourpicturealldayatwork...
andkeepsmilingtomyself. =)

Back from Hatyai, Thailand!
And of course,
back to reality.
Sigh.
Great trip.
Cheap food, drinks, and shopping!! haha.
I really hope u like the stuffs I bought u..
Im satisfied with my shopping. Just that I overspent! omg.

Alrightys.
Its back to work tmr!
Be optimistic!
Patience.
Work hard.
Train hard.
Get fit.
IPPT Gold.
I can do it!!!
C'mon!


Next destination: Hong Kong.
Company: With parents
When: in 18 days!
hahaha. Woo-hoo!!


iloveitwhenuwritelongandchessylettersforme.
justmakesmefeelloved.
iloveitwhenublogaboutmewhenimnotaround.
justmakesmefeelsoloved.
iloveitwhenukeepsayingumissme.
justmakesmefeelsodamnloved!

ilu2.