cant believe that we went zouk last night again.
happy on one hand, but on the other...sigh.
can u pls promise me u wont get addicted.
dun make me hate myself for bringing u into this kinda life.
i love partying with u.
honestly.
its sooooo much fun!
ilu.

ireallydunlikeitwhenukeepthingsfromme.
especiallywhenithassomethinggottadowithme.
andujustgetemo.

i should just...
suck it up.

and i thought being a pti is easy peasy.
maybe at other places.
maybe not.
but.
definitely not at ndu.
nope. its not easy.
yea. its 8-430.
yay! 3 cheers for that!
but.
Probably only that.
i simply get so much shit.
nvm.
I take it.
I will do it.
but.
do i get any help or guidance?
no.
does anyone understand my plight?
no.
does anyone even fcuking appreciate what i do.
N-O.
nvm.
I try to force the issue.
work on it.
a little more thick-skinned.
but.
still cant get anything done.

I feel really lost.
I dunno wad to do.
wad can i do.
Is it just me?
am i too nice?
not being matured enough to handle the harsh reality of the outside world?
sigh.

9 more months.
36 weeks.
250 days.
cant come any quicker.



justgladuaretheretocheermeupandencourageme. ilu, M.

twenty-ten.
Start of a new year. new beginning.
Hmm. Lets see what were my resolutions for 2009 again?

1. A slack vocation which is 8-5 and near my house
2. Make a photo album for my germany trip
3. Strike Toto
4. Take up German language
5. Learn to study stock market
6. Take up guitar
7. Occasional golf and bowling sessions
8. Keep in contact with all my friends out there!!

okie. I guess more than half was accomplished!! Woooooo!!! =)
Time for new ones. hehe.

1. STILL to be able to strike toto. wahaha.
2. Apply for a university.
3. O.R.D
4. Half of a 'Jacob-like' body. YEAH!
5. STILL to make a decent photo album.
6. Renovate my room!!
7. Be a better pti and conduct lessons more professionally.
8. Spend wisely.
9. Learn at least 1 guitar song.
10. Newcastle to get promoted and be bought over by someone rich who loves the club.
11. Go on a holiday(HK!) with u. =)
12. Lastly, of course, endless of good times with u =)

Heard its a good year for dragons.
Hope my resolutions come true.

Have a great Twentyten everyone!


May2010beamemorableyearforus. =)

Supperclubbed last night.
It was free flow for ladies till 12.
And 5 free drinks for guys.
5! Damn wu hua.
Somemore 1 ticket can be changed for tequila shot. WOOT.
Nice music.
Nice party.
All night long.
With u. =)

Kboxing to the new year!! Cant wait!


didntknowpartycouldbesofunwithu.

Stupid freak accident.
Mis-kicked while swimming and cut my toe by the tiles.
Non-stop profuse bleedin' for 1hour+ despite pressure to the wound.

"No choice, gonna send u to hospital. Inform your parents."
FCUK. That serious?
Next moment, im in an ambulance for the first time in my life.
Kinda cool to see all the cars makin way for once.
"Hey broken toe in here! Make way! Get lost!!"
wahahahahas. fun shit.

Alrights. first time in a wheelchair. SOoo damn helpless.
Parents and bro came. But i chased them away, as still gotta wait for 2 hours.
Sigh. Made myself worse.
When my name is called out, still gotta wait for the nurse to come push me in. damn.
Doc saw me, x-ray followed.
Conclusion, STITCH. FCUK.
"Sssttttich? No other way?"
"Hmmm. Wound is quite deep, and it also recovers faster that way."
Do i have a choice?

Next minute, he pushed me into an operating theatre.
Gosh. How alone i felt for once in my life. No one to turn to. No one to talk to.
Injections came, and the sewing starts.
I dare not see. seriously. I didnt even count how many stitches I had. Crazy shit.

2 days mc! sigh. so short.

PAY DAY!! Longggggg awaited. =D



L.o.v.e is,
I see her everyday in a week...
And I still feel I havent seen her enough! =)


Sorrybabeformakinucry.

i don't know what to update for my blog.
shit.

Friday was good.
Saturday was great.
Sunday was fantastic
Today is AWESOME! =)
What a weekend...........


withyoubaby. =)

youknowiknoweverybodydontknow.